Closer to the End

Bring me closer

Closer to myself

Closer to the truth

because all is confusing me

Sometimes you think you understand

but you never really do

Only time will give you new insights

It brings you closer to the truth

I’m closer than I’ve ever been

Still unconsciously

I try to look the other way

The truth hurts, and it doesn’t only hurt me

I don’t know

How to be

what I want to be

For you

I don’t know

how we should go on

Not anymore

Honestly, if I face the truth

I’m hurt, I’m tired and I know nothing

I don’t know what’s right from wrong

I don’t know which way to go

Everything I can see and I try to figure out

is biased

Biased by a lot of things

So I don’t know..

I will never know what the truth is

I can only come closer

but why does it feel like the truth only brings me

closer to the end?